So back in October I had what I thought was severe angina but angina does not last 2-4 hours so I realized that those three events inside of two weeks were real heart attacks. Not drop dead ones obviously but they tend to call them myocardial infarction. Now I'm running on aspirins and just doing regular chores is difficult. When I walk to the grocery store I walk slowly but even then when I arrive at my apartment I'm nauseous and when I look in the mirror I'm white as a ghost. Friends have told me this too so it's not an hallucination on my part. The heart can't cope anymore.
When this happened back in October I started drinking every day not to get drunk but just to get a buzz. After two weeks I realized that this whole "adventure" had stressed me out without me noticing it in real time. So now I have no choice but to go to the hospital and that is the last place on earth I want to be at.lol
Last week I met a nurse who lost her job during bullshit covid because she would not get injected. You might start understanding why I am so reticent to go to the hospital but it does seem like I have no choice.
For those who believe in god and have faith I sure welcome the prayers and good vibes. Thank you!
BTW. This is not a Lindsey post (lol) but I really over did it by drinking two weeks in a row and a few shekels would sure help alleviate the stress of it all. Thanks!
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Zapoper, get well soon brother. I know going to the hospital is dreadful but it's necessary for acute injuries and heart issues. My dad, who will turn 80 tomorrow had the same problem back in August. He would walk a block and be out of breath and would have to rest awhile. It turns out when he checked himself in the hospital the doctors discovered an artery that was 98% clogged. They operated and put a stent in that artery. I was with him to make sure no jabs were given and now he is doing a lot better. He can walk easy enough now and is doing fine. Just don't let them jab you with any quackcine. I will try to send a donation your way this week. Hang in there.
Only downside however is that he is now on a slew of medications given to him which they say are necessary. I went through them one by one... They are mainly for post-op
Thank you Michael but it does seem like the heart itself has been injured. We will see. Thanks for the "best wishes".
And best wishes to your dad too!
Zapoper-I am praying for your speedy recovery. As each day passes you're one step closer to healing. Take these days one at a time and know that we are all here for you. Psalm 30:2 says, "O Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me."
Thank you much Phares.
You know at some point I read a book called "The vision of the Nazarene" and I found the best prayer I had even known and to this day I still think it's the best. I was 18 when I read that but my book was in French. Let me try to translate it:
Oh father please help me to manifest your perfection through my body and my soul so that I can be what I truly am, the essence of love and beatitude.
Roughly translated. lol
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