So back in October I had what I thought was severe angina but angina does not last 2-4 hours so I realized that those three events inside of two weeks were real heart attacks. Not drop dead ones obviously but they tend to call them myocardial infarction. Now I'm running on aspirins and just doing regular chores is difficult. When I walk to the grocery store I walk slowly but even then when I arrive at my apartment I'm nauseous and when I look in the mirror I'm white as a ghost. Friends have told me this too so it's not an hallucination on my part. The heart can't cope anymore.
When this happened back in October I started drinking every day not to get drunk but just to get a buzz. After two weeks I realized that this whole "adventure" had stressed me out without me noticing it in real time. So now I have no choice but to go to the hospital and that is the last place on earth I want to be at.lol
Last week I met a nurse who lost her job during bullshit covid because she would not get injected. You might start understanding why I am so reticent to go to the hospital but it does seem like I have no choice.
For those who believe in god and have faith I sure welcome the prayers and good vibes. Thank you!
BTW. This is not a Lindsey post (lol) but I really over did it by drinking two weeks in a row and a few shekels would sure help alleviate the stress of it all. Thanks!
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Zapoper, get well soon brother. I know going to the hospital is dreadful but it's necessary for acute injuries and heart issues. My dad, who will turn 80 tomorrow had the same problem back in August. He would walk a block and be out of breath and would have to rest awhile. It turns out when he checked himself in the hospital the doctors discovered an artery that was 98% clogged. They operated and put a stent in that artery. I was with him to make sure no jabs were given and now he is doing a lot better. He can walk easy enough now and is doing fine. Just don't let them jab you with any quackcine. I will try to send a donation your way this week. Hang in there.
Only downside however is that he is now on a slew of medications given to him which they say are necessary. I went through them one by one... They are mainly for post-op
Thank you Michael but it does seem like the heart itself has been injured. We will see. Thanks for the "best wishes".
And best wishes to your dad too!
Zapoper-I am praying for your speedy recovery. As each day passes you're one step closer to healing. Take these days one at a time and know that we are all here for you. Psalm 30:2 says, "O Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me."
Thank you much Phares.
You know at some point I read a book called "The vision of the Nazarene" and I found the best prayer I had even known and to this day I still think it's the best. I was 18 when I read that but my book was in French. Let me try to translate it:
Oh father please help me to manifest your perfection through my body and my soul so that I can be what I truly am, the essence of love and beatitude.
Roughly translated. lol
zap,
I sure hope it all works out. Praying for your quick healing and to feel better.
Thank you man!
I gave all my charity to Scriptures for America.
ROFL!!!!
On a more serious note though. I'm 57 years old and I am amazed at the resilience of the human body.
Its imperative is to stay alive as long as it can at all cost. Brilliant.
I hope they can find an answer for you Zap, who else can I pester :) Keep your chin up, push the vaccine issues of the past years aside, and work with the white coats when it comes to this area of medicine (cardiology). I can't stress that enough.
I had several heart attacks or infarcs as you called them about 6 years ago. The first one nearly took me out. I never saw a doctor, though I did talk with Dr. Daniels in Panama. There's a herbal product called Xtendovite. It's not available where I live and it's expensive, so I bought the herbs contained in it, made a tea (just guessed at the quantities) and after a couple of months drinking it, my heart seems to have mostly recovered. I'm slower these days, but hey--I'm older, too!
Not suggesting anything, just telling you what worked for me. Best wishes on your recovery!
Thanks Bruce.
A few of my friends wanted to call 911 when I was white as a ghost the other night and I had previously told them not to call 911 unless I'm unconscious on the floor. I understand their good intent but that would have pissed me off to no end. I'll go to the hospital when I'am good and ready. I just experienced three heart attacks in the span of two weeks. I can tell you that it is painful especially when it lasts for hours. Shewing aspirins like candy and Tylenol only goes so far in terms of relieving the pain.
All I have to say to them is: "Don't fuck with my Karma!"
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